How many times do you have a thought that is in your own voice but contrary to your nature?
The reason for this is that you are being lied to by your personal adversary. That isn’t your voice, but your personal adversary knows how to lie to you in your own voice.
Why would you want to be violent in a situation when you are not normally violent? It is your weak spot, and the liar is playing on that. He wants to treat you like a meat puppet, and dance for him.
Don’t be a meat puppet. When you hear something that is contrary to Adonai Elohim, and Yeshua, then dismiss it. Stand firmly of the loving grace of Adonai Elohim.